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[Dec. 24th, 2003|02:27 am] |
so, I died my hair again, but dark brown this time. I really really like it... it looks so... "rich girls"....yuppers... ive decided that im on a reality show... thats me on rich girls... thats my friggin life... which is why i laugh my ass off when i watch it.... thats how i friggin grew up...
i got the funniest channukah present tonight... it was "the actors good luck charm" its a broken leg... as in break a leg... haha
what else what else....talked to a lot of people today and i feel better about some things.... which is good....
had dinner at the palm....
i hate my fucking step mother... lol, but so does everyone else.... jeezus... someone tell her that shes not more important than anyone else....
or better yet... just rip the plastic out of her... haaaa |
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[Dec. 24th, 2003|01:23 am] |
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Hah, jumped states... half way across the usa, had a roomate, made myself extreemly out... gave up on someone
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont think i made any... but i will this year.... shh there a secret till then
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
i dont think so
4. Did anyone close to you die?
4 people
5. What countries did you visit?
no where interesting this year
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
positive body image
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Ryan saying "look at my gay backpack"... i dont know... it was more of an era, not a specific date
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
living away from home, getting a 4.0, changing the world.. ya know
9. What was your biggest failure?
ya know, i dont have one for once
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nothing unusual...
11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmm... computer, palm pilot
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
sooooo many people.... dean... you have the power
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
name a republican, any republican! go ahead!
14. Where did most of your money go?
who the fuck knows
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
going to college, seeing people freedom
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
i hate her, but
so yesterday, by hillary duff
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same
iii. richer or poorer? richer, but i pay for more
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
understanding
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
stressing
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
not sure yes... not the usual way
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
no
23. How many one-night stands?
only one thanks
24. What was your favorite TV program?
haha rich girls.... it makes me cry... i dont like seeing myself on tv!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hmm... i dont remember who i hated last year
26. What was the best book you read?
ive read so many fab books this year
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
avenue q
28. What did you want and get?
freedom, liberation
29. What did you want and not get?
a steady relationship
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
hmm... not sure yet
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
went to madame wu's with the girls and hustler hollywood
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not much
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
all over the place
34. What kept you sane?
ryan and amy... pretty much... and michael, because then i know im normal...
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i just want to rampage angelina jolie... still
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
"the war on terrorism" and bush in general...
37. Who did you miss?
laura
38. Who was the best new person you met?
gah.. i only get one... i switch states and you expect me to pick one person?
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003:
jeez....sooo much... call me if you want to have a convo about it lol
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
if its over,let it go and when you wake up it will be so yesterday, its gunna be ok |
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[Dec. 15th, 2003|03:24 pm] |
WHy
why am i getting ditched tonight....
i wanted to meet her so bad...
so bad |
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[Sep. 30th, 2003|04:11 pm] |
Hey everyone....
Its been a really really long time since ive updated...im living in nebraska and doing the college student thing... which is fun... there are a lot of cool people here and im getting along with alomst everyone. Im feeling a little single today... which i will get over eventually.... im feeling a little fat today... because i am... iveonly cut once since ive been here, but i burned once which is not like me at all..... im having an odd day and i kind of wish i hadnt got out of bed, but i did so im here and im sure it willl all be fine. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2003|07:53 pm] |
it has been a very long time since i have updated.....so... im going to fill some of your guys in on my schedule incase you want to see me before i go....
saturday...
i have to go to dinner for my step mothers b day in malibu... im free after and before
sunday
dinner with suzi and jan... free after and before
monday
dinner with Shelly and Maggie.... free before... probably not after
tuesday
Lauras 18th b day party..... free before
wednesday
my last dinner with my dad
thursday
leave
so.... yeah... im leaving really soon...
im scared and excited and... confused....
but im looking forward to it...
i really like my room mate, and i think we will get along fine...... |
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[Jul. 24th, 2003|10:50 pm] |
ANGER
- Who did you last get angry with: my friends friend... for things that i heard he said
- What is your weapon of choice: wit
- Would you hit a member of the opposite sex: uh...yeah....
- How about the same sex: of course
- What is your pet peeve: haha ok,...when... suppose i say look theres a dog over there... then someone else looks and goes... yeah... your right...that annoys me... like wtf... no im saying theres a dog, but im lying
- Do you keep grudges: ooooohhhhhhh yeah
SLOTH
- What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you don't do: sleep
- What is the latest you're woken up: 5pm
- Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: been meaning to call shay
- What is the last lame excuse you made: *thinks* cant single one out...^^
- Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?: Yes
- When was the last time you got a good workout in?: a few days ago
- How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: i dont even remember the last time i set my alarm clock
GLUTTONY
- What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: ice blended with boba
- Meat eaters: i try not to...
- What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: this question doesnt matter, because it doesnt take me a great amount of alchahol to get drunk
- Have you ever used a professional diet company: lol
- Do you have an issue with your weight: hah
- Do you prefer sweets, salty food or spicy food: salty
- Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought "FOOD!": eww
LUST
- How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family): my 7 best friends and a few others
- How about half naked: lots
- How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians/family): a few
- Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation: haha yeah
- What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice: hips thats weird... i know
ve you ever been propositioned by a prostitute: haha no
- Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no
GREED
- How many credit cards do you own: 4 lol....
- What's your guilty pleasure store: what kind of guilty pleasure are we talking about
- If you had $1 million, what would you do with it: dunno
- Would you rather be rich or famous: famous...
- Have you ever stolen anything: uh...yeah...nothing big though...just little five finger discount one time...^^;
- How many mp3s are on your hard drive: tons
- Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: for a short amount of time
PRIDE
- What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: im proud of my resume
- What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: haha... college
- What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?: broadway actress
- Do you get annoyed by coming in second place: every now and then
- Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: yuppers
- Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score: hell yeah
- What did you do today that you're proud of: woke up
ENVY
- What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have as your own: i dont know
- Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with: dunno- If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: *points to above*
- Have you ever been cheated on?: i dont know
- Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own: YES
SEVEN HEAVENLY VIRTUES
FAITH
- What religion do you follow?: nothing set in stone
- What religion were you raised as?: jew
- Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property?: neither
- Do you believe in magic?: yes
- What was the last promise you broke?: i dont know
- Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it?: plenty... usually because i dont know what they mean
- Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?: no
HOPE
- Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season?: i wasnt sure what i wanted....
- Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?: to succede-
Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?: i think im realistic
- Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?: No
- Do you gamble?: not with my money lol
- Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?: No
CHARITY
- What causes do you support?: Animal Rights, human rights, gay rights....right to choose...
- What causes have you given money or time to?: ive given time to a lot of things
- Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless?: yes
- Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group?: possibly....
- Do you give money to the homeless on the street?: i give food
- Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food?: never been in that situation
- What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need?: hah a lot...making sure that the coke they snorted was clean
FORTITUDE
- What are you most afraid of?: failure...
- What did you do today that was really brave?: lived
- Who is your favorite superhero, and why?: kim possible j/k i dont know...
- Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone?: depends
- If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart?: heart
- Have you ever gotten stage fright? sometimes
- Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower?: leader
JUSTICE
- Have you ever been summoned for jury duty?: No
- If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it?: deffinitly... but not because im a girl... i dont like war
- Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)?: No. ("An eye for an eye makes the whole world go blind.")--
-- Which should be guaranteed illegal: eh?
- Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA?: no
- What was your favorite media circus trial?: im watching the kobe one now
- Have you ever written a letter to a politician?: yeah
TEMPERANCE
- What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on?: ...work
- Do you collect anything?: tons of shit-
Are you addicted to anything?: yeah... caffeine
- Finger eleven. whos eleven?: ????????????????????????
- Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan?: no... ive never bought something i couldnt afford
- What's your preferred method of paying for things?: moneys
- Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: i dont know
- Do you feel that you obsess over things?: YES and so does my therepist
PRUDENCE
- Who is the wisest person you know?: ...i know a lot of wise people
- Have you ever participated in a vigil?: yup
- Do you take advice when it's given?: not always...because usually i could have given mysef that advice...
- What area are you wisest?: i believe the way people act and think....an i could say life....i feel as if im very wise...i may not be smart...but im wise...and they are different...
- Do you drive defensively?: just offensivly
- What did you learn today?: nothing yet~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |
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[Jul. 23rd, 2003|11:38 pm] |
minor updates....
i got another performance scholarship.... thats good...
i love shopping... especially when i know im going to have NO WHERE to put it......
i dont feel like gemming a phone... but i have to... so im charging a whole fucking lot |
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[Jul. 10th, 2003|12:07 am] |
If I were a month, I'd be: december
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 2 in the morning
If I were a planet, I'd be: uranus hahahahaha
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: dolphin
If I were a direction, I'd be: up...j/k
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: closet
If I were a sin, I'd be: hmm.....sex...is that a sin?
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: lucille ball.... not really a historical rigure... but...
If I were a liquid, I'd be: hahahaha..,. i can only think of one thing... diet coke
If I were a tree, I'd be: evergreen
If I were a bird, I'd be: some kind or parrot
If I were a tool, I'd be: er... i dont know....
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: loquat tree
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: blizzard
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: fairy
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: oboe
If I were an animal, I'd be: hmm...a rabbit
If I were a color, I'd be: purple or red
If I were an emotion, I'd be: panic
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: artichoke
If I were a fruit, I'd be: haha.... a... cucumber... lol
If I were a sound, I'd be: singing
If I were an element, I'd be: earth
If I were a car, I'd be: jaguar
If I were a song, I'd be: look at me.... geri halliwell
If I were a movie, I'd be: fame
If I were a book, I'd be: i dunno
If I were a food, I'd be: korean bbq
If I were a place, I'd be: hell... lol
If I were a material, I'd be: satin
If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet and sour
If I were a scent, I'd be: cookie dough
If I were a religion, I'd be: what kind of question is that ... rachaelism
If I were a word, I'd be: catastrophic
If I were an object, I'd be: hehehehehehe what kind of object... lol
If I were a body part, I'd be: hmm... an ear
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: eye roll
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: geography hahahahahaha
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: um.... kim possible... i dunno
If I were a shape, I'd be: hmm.... oval
If I were a number, I'd be: 7 |
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[Jul. 1st, 2003|02:51 pm] |
Im having the weirdest week ever....everything seems so good...., two movies.... met three people....and i dont know why but all of a sudden everything in my life is starting to hit me... maybe ive been ignoring it for too long... pretending its not there....
and its not even aimed at a specific thing... i just feel like purging every time i eat... but its not me feeling fat... its so odd... and im not getting into that again, because im going to college and im going to leave all that shit behind..... |
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[Jun. 30th, 2003|04:44 pm] |
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[Jun. 21st, 2003|11:08 pm] |
ill be in nebraska untill thursday....
oh and i got a movie... woohoo |
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[Jun. 19th, 2003|07:00 pm] |
i havent updated this journal.... with words in a long time. SO....
next week i leave to go to Nebraska for orientation.. woohoo
I got a new computer.... the new sony one... its so awesome..What else... patrick isnt grounded anymore, so i have someone to talk to...
my new piercing is healing just fine.. thanks
oh oh oh oh harry potter comes out tommorrow night, im soooo excited.. if you want to go get it at midnight hit me up. Sarah Jessica Parker looks really skinny now.. like sick skinny... |
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[Jun. 19th, 2003|07:00 pm] |
| divasuperstar | | Magic Number | 8 | | Job | Leader of the Free World | | Personality | Rainy Day | | Temperament | A Yo-Yo | | Sexual | Straight | | Likely To Win | Another Gold Star | | Me - In A Word | Beautiful | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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[Jun. 19th, 2003|07:00 pm] |
| divasuperstar | | Magic Number | 8 | | Job | Leader of the Free World | | Personality | Rainy Day | | Temperament | A Yo-Yo | | Sexual | Straight | | Likely To Win | Another Gold Star | | Me - In A Word | Beautiful | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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[Jun. 17th, 2003|12:03 am] |
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| once again, stolen from stephanie who stole it from someone else |
[Jun. 11th, 2003|09:52 pm] |
last cigarette: in ojai....i cant resist parliments
last kiss: hehehe...
last good cry: a few days ago
last movie seen: that movie with jim carey and jennifer aniston
last time you snuck out: a few weeks ago... to patricks
last book read: im reading this grown up fairy tale book
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: orange strawberry juice
last food consumed: sushi
last crush: hehe same as last kiss
last phone call: maggie
last tv show watched: channel 4 news at 11
last time showered: in about 5 min
last shoes worn: jcrew flip flops... the bendy ones
last cd played: linda eder
last item bought: a peace sign charm
last disappointment: maggie getting her second lip piercing
last soda drank: diet coke
last thing written: trig
last sleep: last night
last im: kelly
last sexual: sexual what??? i no understand
last weird encounter: my dad about a parking ticket
last ice cream eaten: homemade vanilla at my dads
last time amused: jay leno and his stupidity
last time wanting to die: a few days back
last time in love: er... a few months
last time hugged: i dunno.
last lipstick used: mac "O"
last underwear worn: red thong
last bra worn: black ./
last shirt worn: a red hoodie
last time dancing: last night
last poster looked at: a britney spears one with whore written across the front.
last show attended: flogging molly tomorrow night
last webpage visited: hotmail |
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